Monday, October 13, 2008

Run Blue, Run!

…er, maybe that should be lurch, shuffle, stagger, stumble, teeter, totter, waver, wobble, creep, scoot, skip, hop, gallop, and limp, Blue. Still, I’m going with Run.

So I flew out Saturday afternoon and The Jonnie greeted me like some domestic diva with enough food to feed a small village. Lasagna, angle hair pasta with sauce made fresh from the tomatoes in her garden, steamed vegetables, a salad with about 67 ingredients in it, garlic seasoned bagels, baguette. It was truly a feast. I could hardly dent it.

After a restless nights’ sleep, in which I dreamed that during the race I realized I’d forgotten my running shoes as well as my bib, I woke up tired, but looking forward to the moment I’ve been preparing so many months for. We got to the venue, parked, and made our way to the corals.

I should comment here that I had very high hopes. After giving my knee a rest all week, I figured I’d at least get a few miles in before the ITB Syndrome caught up with me and forced me to walk a bit. I guessed at worst, I’d only be able to run about 3 or 4 miles, with secret hopes that it’d be more along the lines of at least 8. That is what I was realistically hoping for. My fantasy was that I’d be able to run the entire 13.1 miles without any kind of serious injury or pain.

But apparently it wasn’t meant to be. We started out in the crush of over eighteen thousand runners, which The Jonnie referred to as “being in a mosh pit”, just walking along till things started to thin out a bit. Before we’d even reached mile 1, I noticed there was some discomfort on the outside of my right knee. I enjoyed another mile or so of complete denial…thinking that it was just warming up and would go away. But by the 3rd mile, I had a sinking feeling that this too, wasn’t going to pass. I prayed a lot in my head this whole time, hoping for a miracle. I was limping along hoping there’d be a first aid station soon, but by the mile 5 water station the pain was pretty acute with no first aid in sight. I asked them if there was anywhere I could get some Advil, and a lovely volunteer named Tiffany working the water table gave me some from her personal cache…which I was very very grateful for. It probably enabled me to carry on.

Mile 9 was where we encountered the First Aid station. They taped my leg up…which also made a slight difference in the pain, and I limped along our merry way, inspired by the drugs and knee tape and the gorgeous ocean, birds, and other runners to skedaddle as fast as my little knee would let me. 10, 11, 12 and all too soon, 13 miles passed. I couldn’t believe how fast the whole thing went! Factoring in potty breaks, medical stops and water stops, and considering the pain I felt with every step, I didn’t fare too badly. We crossed the finish line when the official clock said 3:06. So I walkedskippedgallopedhobbledlimpedandbumbled my way over 13 miles in less than 3 hours. Physically I felt great. My lungs and heart could have gone another 13, but my knee is protesting with every step now.

The weather must have been special ordered, because it was simply perfect. No clouds, no wind, cool temps, and the sun low on the horizon. The Long Beach Marathon has to be one of the prettiest races anywhere. It starts out downtown on the shore, takes you up and around the Queen Mary, and wraps back around Shoreline Village, then down the coast along the beach. The split for the half/whole marathon takes the 26.2 runners over to the Cal State Long Beach campus, and then back to the finish line on the shore where we started.

It was so exhilarating to be there! I kept feeling amazed with how many people were behind us…even people who seemed to be running. I tried my best to speed walk and scurry as fast as I could manage so that The Jonnie could at least jog slowly. I know it’s kind of a strain to reign in when your body really wants to go faster. But she never once complained about my injury or pitiful speed. She stayed with me the entire time, and it was a joy to experience my first race with her by my side.

I was frustrated by my inability to run…I mean, really disappointed. I’d love to be in a race someday where I could actually go! It was inspiring to be there with so many people from every walk of life. And I confess, I got choked up by the event just like I do when I watch races. I’m not sure exactly why, but it just does something to me to see so many people running. Thank goodness for sunglasses!


19 comments:

Shelah said...

Congratulations, Blue! I am so excited for you. It wasn't easy, but you persisted and conquered. That has got to feel great! I love your cute skirt too! It looks like it was a really seriously fun race. I'm kinda jealous!

Anonymous said...

Congrats to you and The Jonnie. You both look great and must feel good about finishing. I've been trying to run regularly, because I could stand to lose a few, but it seems like injuries are going to be my downfall. I'm a little discouraged but will try again later this week when I get back into town.

ann ominous said...

yaaay blue!!!! good job!!!

Heather said...

congratulations to you for getting over that finish line! no matter what, you did it, and i'm sure it felt great! worth it in the long run...even though i know you are in pain today!

Betsy said...

Congratulations! Running a 1/2 is no small feat! I feel your pain...my knees have done the same thing the last two 1/2 marathons I tried, as well as the relay. I hope that if I can do some weight training to strength the muscles supporting my knee that it might get better.

Good job!!

Lorrie Veasey said...

Wow-how awesome! Let me get this straight: you were running AND NOTHING WAS CHASING YOU?
I need another glass of wine to fully comprehend this.

PS
I feel groovy

Janell said...

Congratulations!

Anonymous said...

hello blue honey .. I have just read your comment on lorrie - is it from the run or have you really got something terribly nasty ...

I hope you feel fabbo again soon - you should be soooo proud of your efforts - all my hugs le

mindy said...

Way to go!!!

MichelleW said...

Hey GOOD JOB!!!!!

Way to go!

ann ominous said...

WELL. i dont know who wouldn't validate your posts as they are brilliant and witty and a joy to read! much like their author i imagine.

I think the thing that I like most about my "top 3 blog-friends" You, Imperfect and Wolf is that you are all such positive people...you all seem to have such great outlooks on life. It does my typically worry-wart self a lot of good to learn from you guys!

:-)

Church Fam said...

Way to go! I just have to say I loved your kids pictures. love em. Also thanks for finding the error in my midnight blogging. I should stick to blogging when my brain is in full working order. When is that? miss you guys

ann ominous said...

ooooh i dont mean to be hard on her :-\ i actually am totally supportive of her, if that's what she really wants to do. it just makes me so so sad that i can't fix how she feels and help her understand how great she is. i'm a 'fixer' and i get really frustrated when my hands are tied :-(

Debra said...

I am very proud of you, dear one! Good for you for getting out there. You are AWESOME!!!

Hugs,
Deb

Anonymous said...

hello there - just popping by to see if you are feeling any better ... hugs le

Heather said...

i hope you are feeling more blue-like today! miss your posts!

Anonymous said...

Ah, I'm sorry it didn't go as well as you'd hoped. But 13.1 miles is a LONG way. Try a 5k. You'll be happily surprised.

Hope you are feeling better! xoxo, m

Le said...

Hi blue

I have sent you an email - maybe it bounced the first time so have tried again - hugs le

Lilly said...

That is incredible. And the best thing is you didnt give up like most of us would. It brought tears to my eyes just reading your story. All those people - beautiful photos too! You look beautiful even after you finished the race!!! Wow!